morning! *waves* lolx.. i m online!!! lalala.. coz my er jie havin xams now.. lolx.. dat means she's nt in.. dat means i can use laptop to online!!! =) cant wait for da com pple to call n say it's ready for collection!!! lolx... youtube youtube youtube! -.-

aniawe.. goin out 2day.. seems lk i haf been goin out everyday except wkends.., wkends everywhere is so crowded.. so i rather stay @ hm.. n watch my anime! oh.. speakin of anime.. i nid to wtch dat episode coz family goin out on sat.. so i m stayin @ hm on friday!!! lolx.. which is tmr lahx.. most prob bahx.. unless pple ask mi out for exercise.. den i will go out!!! =)

nid to buy q. a no of tings again...
1. clutch
2. shawl? jacket? cardigan?
3. clothes!

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! i accidentally deleted diz part.. damn.. aniwa.e. i collected my heels ytd!! wear until so 简陋 den meet my sis aft her work den go citylink collect my heels! my madeleine so called cinderella heels! bt it's nt made of glass? lolx.. n summore u cant drop it.. coz dere's back strap! lolx... aniwae.. can borrow fr mi if u nid it! lolx... shld b fine.. provided ur feet can fit into it.. =P

decided nt to change fone so early.. most prob change in feb? wait till i haf enough money...

i itnk i really nid to start work soon... if nt family goin to enter financial difficulties liao... bt mayb dat will force my dad to work? hmmmm.. i dunno...

oh.. naiwae.. went to mel hse for mahjong ytd w kel elmo n bea! =) i w an to buy dress!!! lalala.. bt i m broke.. *sobs*

约你你说不来来了你又不high
大家开开心心出来玩你却埋头吃饭
如果你的孤单只是你的习惯
你就把你自己锁起来实在是太不应该
[《终结孤单》 by五月天]

bye bye! i go watch my FMA! =)

finally uploaded fotos.. den i can get some slp.. zzz...


da nanyang badge.. did i put diz bfore?

fotos @ outback.. v. lil..


bei n val!


bea qiqi n shar!!


me n mel!


another one! looks exactly da same.. lolx..


elmo n her teriyaki skewed beef?


my dinner!!! =)


4gt to put diz in front. elmo kel n holy!! =)


da lovely cheese fries! which kel dun lk.. =P


uploaded diz so may as well as put it here.. y mel so hardworking aft As? coz she is reading comics!! -.-


a pile of servets [wta's da spelling?] due to bei bei.. lolx..


it si due to diz!

ending diz entry w..

da tennis court! goin to c it only few mnths aft.. sob sob...

went out w mad 2day. oh.. bfore dat went to novena.. velocity! lolx... it's open! din really shop coz rushing for time... muz go back dere one day!!! =) aniwae.. wasted lots of time waiting.. so ended up reached hm @ 12+.. eat my burger king!!! my fav!!! bt it turned cold alr.. -.- sob sob.. bt aniwae... changed into jeans [again] n my black halter w da jacket.. den off i went!

to meet mad.. lolx.. went to marina sq... watched step up!! it's nice! i luv da songs! even tho dey r hip hop.. den da dance wow! make me feel lk dancing.. lolx... bt as usual.. i teared.. =P lalala...

n one ting i lk [some times i dun lk..] to go out w mad is dat.. i alwaes spend! lolx.. i bot..
1. DKNY red delicious 30ml perfume! for ard 50.. it cums w a bag! lolx..
2. earrings! 10.. bt i realised a bit too short.. haix...
3. my heels! fr vnc! v. alike to my previous heels.. bt den. it's silver! lolx.. n gt strap.. =P nice can le lahx horx? bt i haven gt it.. coz da shop dun haf my size.. so hafta wait.. c how lahx.. =)

den ate gelaire coz half pr waffles!

so spent over a 100 2day.. =P muz nt spend liaox.. can only buy ermx.. wat's dat... bag den im done.. mayb if gt money buy some tops.. i itnk i nid more tops den bottoms.. lalala...

da lyrics i written down.. is wrong.. damn.. bai bai copy.. -.- i tink i goin mel's hse tmr.. lolx.. to use com!!!! =) c how lahx.. nid go service my com first.. hmmm.. c c c.. -.-

i noe it is lk diz.
i noe how it will work out.
bt it's juz so disappointing.
dat's life.

who m i to say dat diz is life?

btw jap song.. v. nice!
song of therru
In the dusk behind the clouds
always alone a hawk is flyin
He will surely be sad ...

In the wind where is no sound
His wings take the air
Not able to rest ...

How do I express
my mind like a hawk?
How do I expres
my sadness whirls in the sky?

Behind a rock in a drizzling
The flower bloomed quietly
She will surely be sad ...

Blurred in tha rain
No one admires
The pale pink petal

How do I express
my mind like a flower?
How do I express
my dreariness caught in the rain?

The path nobody passed
Walking on there with me
You are gonna be surely alone

On a prairie insects are chirping
We are making a journey together
without saying anything ...

How do I express
my mind goes alone?
How do I express
my loneliness left alone?

2day wasnt my day.. i certainly haf monday blues..

one lesson learnt 2day.. dun b early.. no pt..

had dinner @ outback.. will load da fotos ltr.. wen my sis is slpin.. she dun lk mi using lap top to online to do such bo liao tings.. so yupx.. muz do secretly.. diz kinda pissed mi off coz hey.. cant u ti liang wo.. n yarhx.. n i started blaming myself abt nt ti liang-ing her instead.. so nice arhx..

wasnt in gd mood @ all now.. nt only dat.. still gt 1. job 2. future to concern abt.. n eventually money..

n tmr.. haix.. i m so angry.. juz abt everytin.. -.-

i wan to hide in my hm.. n kana naggin by my dad? haix... i juz wan to rest.. i din even rest. damn it.

n thx huijun to cum n tok to mi.. lolx.. @ least she thot of mi? =) thank u! lolx.. nt dat i m someone hu can ezly tok to.. haix..

cryin doesnt help so i wont cry anihow.. tears aint free..

life is supposed to b better. bt it isnt.

i finally get to use com!! using lap top now.. feeling so weird.. lolx... anibody miss mi? lalala... =) so excited dat i get to online!!! lolx. cpu sending for service 2nite? or mayb tmr? hmmm... oh oh.. i gt my bursary!! yeah!! money drop fr da sky!!! =) my 850i here i cum!!!! or mayb da non-3G bt looks da same phone!! here i cum!! lalala.. bt most prob can get da money on Dec or Jan... n i dun nid to wear uniform! lolx.. wont b goin on stage aniwae.. juz go dere n take da cheque n bye bye!! =) $300!!! yeah!!!

oh.. new tings add to my shopping list..
1. watch for daddy..
2. watch for mama..
3. digi cam! seriously goin to buy it.. aft i get my first pay? most prob lahx.. sharing it with my sis!! =) lalala...
4. perfume!!! shld i buy it ltr? hmmm.. DKNY? apple?
oh.. it's called DKNY red delicious! really v. delicious!! =)

oh.. n v. sry to those non-bio students.. lolx... coz we ended up din relaly shop much coz we super tired.. so din call out u guys... oh.. n sry to those i still haven reply pple.. =P juz dun feel lk replyin.. i juz hate handphones.. mayb i shldnt buy a new one.. lolx.. or mayb aft i change i luv da phone so much i will start to reply promptly.. mayb dat's can b my new yr resolution: reply pple smses.. =P

oh yarhx.. photos time!! din haf time to upload a lot.. so guys pls wait for my cpu to b fixed den meet mi online to send u da photos okiex? so sry abt it.. bt some fotos here to enjoy.. if it is uploaded successfully.. =P

aniwae.. i really nid to diet.. my prom dresss is so tight!! damn... sit up! doin exercises everyday.. hope it helps.. wnated to run.. bt den.. aft shoppin go run? i will die sia! lolx.. so c how lahx.. really wantd to run.. hmmm... c which day i m nt goin out.. lolx.. i m nt dat popular aniwae... so shld b fine.. lalala.. =)

my heart hurts.. nt for mi.. bt for someone else.. i guess.. she din c it as fast as i do.. so all i can say is "gd luck.."

4gt hu told mi dat.. bt aniwae.. i was tinkin.. abt da news.. "10kittens r being abused" ended up on da newspaper.. while "10 kittens r being saved" doesnt.. i gues dat's y life seems to b pessimistic @ times.. coz those kind deeds r hardly being spreaded.. bt i guess.. we muz b more realistic.. life isnt dat ez.. life isnt dat happy..

read da bk in da toilet.. =P aniwae.. it says da choices u make shape ur future self.. it's true.. bt others actions change u too... hmmmm.. so i guess juz jia you bahx..

i haven decide wat i wan to do in da future.. wat i wan to b? wat i shld b? n oopx.. i haven thot of da time capsule tingy.. i shall c how.. ltr.. =P lalala.. fotos r finallly uploaded!


me @ hm bfore bio mcqs! i still have da time to take foto? lolx.. =P


bio students last time in toilet 2gether wearing uniform! non bio students jealous? =P


super nice hongkong food!!! i luv it!!! so glad cumin back on diz sat?! i tink so.. w my family!!


bio students! xcluding san san.. muz take fotos w her n non-bio students ltr.. =) i luv diz place!!!


me aft vivo trip! i really nid to diet..


new pumps! wearing it tlr!!! =) n mayb on tues. n oops! i haven reply mad.. so sry.. reply it on my way to orchard bahx.. since im alone.. sob sob..


it's amazing how a sch can do diz to mi. i luv nanyang! wen initially i hate it.. reason for hating it? no reason.. reason for lkin it? no reason. dat's mi.. doin tings w/o reasons.. finding reasons r mi finding excuses.. so dun ask mi y.. i juz noe or i juz feel diz way.. no reasons. dat's mi.. unreasonable.. lolx.. =P

omg! i dun feel lk goin out coz da com actualy works for so so so long! coz da laptop always disconnected every 5min? now it's bloody long alr n it stil works!! =) can i dun go out? lolx.. nahx.. i want to shop for prom! my heels! clutch! perfume? lolx.. =P

my sis died coz she is v. stupid.. wan to noe wat hapen? read her blog.. lolx.. lk im publicising her lbog lk dat.. dat was q. some time ago.. n few days ltr.. i died of my stupidity.. which i 4gt y.. lolx.. some stupid ting i do.. hmmm.. mayb i shld ask my sis.. her memory gettin worse too.. lolx.. i wan to watch movie!! will drag pple out on wed to watch movie w mi!! =) da last one i watched was death note! time to refresh dat watched movie page.. it has been so long!!! lolx.. my sis nt free lahx.. wait till my er jie finish her exmas first.. oh.. 4gt to wish her gd luck! lolx.. nvm.. =P

i wil b changing my blogskin soon.. coz i tink elmo cant read it.. can she? lolx.. hmmm.. mayb i shld publish diz bfore it is disconnected.. =P cya!

finally my com can use! lap top!! =) so updates fr com! =)

24 Nov 2006 0106

hey! Tho cldnt online.. bt juz feel lk bloggin.. so I did it in word.. hope it still remains aft I sent my com to reservice.. lolx.. =P aniwae.. hmmm.. more dan 12 hrs since As over.. bt I guess.. I m still da same.. nt really enjoyin dat As is over.. other dan no more studying.. no more worrying of haven study finish.. no more worrying of no mood to study.. no more worrying of wen to bath.. =P now is more relaxed.. bt den.. I dun tink I will b happy abt it for long.. nt someone hu enjoy nth-to-do days.. -.-

din wan to slp.. mayb coz din wan diz day to end.. weird huh? Was v. tired juz now.. now feeling alrite.. -.- i read finish my bks! Comics I mean.. =P I din lk pple to touch it.. hmmm.. coz 2day my dad picked one of it up n started flipping.. den I kinda snatch it back? Hmmm.. mayb coz since he dun lk mi to read.. den he shldnt read mine too.. dun understand y pple juz dun lk mi to read comics? Nt dat I care.. =P bt it’s juz.. yar.. haix…

haf been haix-ing for v. long.. n I haven reply mad.. n hui boon.. n sb else.. I m nt such a hp person.. wan my reply immediately? Call me.. nt dat I will reply straight away.. I will sae c first.. so instead of typin c first I will nt reply.. bt I kip sneezing.. wonder which one is tokin abt mi.. =P

one of da tings I dun lk myself is dat.. instead of celebrating As is over.. I m worrying my future.. wat shld I do aft dat? Wat course shld I take? Which aspect I will excel in? which one I m most passionate abt? It’s kinda sian wen u supposed to b happy abt sth yet sth else cum n disturbs u.. haix.. future? Do I still haf one..

dat time I was tokin to hueva.. I was sayin dat.. our future nt dat dere’s no future.. bt juz dat all da lights r too bright dat we cldnt c da way.. lolx.. super optimistic rite? Bt dat’s wat I m still tinkin abt… still believing.. we sure can excel in one way or da other.. bt which light is da brightest one? Or mayb I shld sae.. which one makes u most comfortable? Which one attracts u more? Life isn’t abt choosing n regretting.. it is abt finding da way of life for urself.. izzit? I dunno.. life is kinda complicated.. mayb I shld add a super inside.. life has been relatively ez.. bt it’s getting worse wen I step in seconday sch.. n it worsen aft I enter jc.. more tings to decide.. more control.. more independent.. bt mayb coz since young I wasnt really given some independence.. such tings r so hard for mi.. bt life still goes on… da clock continues to tick.. dere’s a whole load of tings I wan to do…

I wan to learn: knitting.. guitar.. pipa? Wat else? Hmmm.. nth much..
I wan to do: cycling! Playin badminton! [shld cfm da date tmr.. =P] pubbing! [dat’s haf to wait..] shopping! Typing! Designing! It is highly possible dat I wont b happy tmr.. bt I will try.. no harm tryin rite?

Wat’s ur future? wat do u tink urself will b aft 5yrs? 7yrs? 10yrs? 12yrs? By 12yrs we will b 30.. wow! Amazing rite.. time flies v. fast.. lolx.. tink abt it.. planning to make a time capsule? Hmmm.. mayb.. c how lahx.. muz tink of da whole idea bfore can decide wat to do.. oh! I wan to buy velvets n make my gingerbread man keychain! Mayb I shld juz made lots of keychains for everyone! Christmas! I luv Christmas! It is a season of joy.. a season of love.. a season of sharing.. I luv it! Nt dat I m a Christian or catholic or hu else believe in Christmas? Bt aniwae.. I juz luv da feeling.. =) so sweet!

How do I c myself in da near future.. let’s say 2yrs ltr? Studying definitely.. I hope.. still.. wat course shld I take in uni? Assuming 4As = 4A.. n I passed my gp… dat means.. entering ani sch isn’t an issue.. hmmm.. where will I b? business? Engineering? Science? Therapy? Q. interested in therapy.. bt den I nid to get a diploma first.. hmmm.. so I nid to study poly bfore studying uni.. -.-

I’m so tired.. mayb I shld get some slp.. nite.. wat sld I study? -.- haix…



26 Nov 2006 2145

it has been days since I last connected.. hmmm.. I kinda getting used of nt onlining.. lolx.. i goin to b a caveman soon I guess.. if I nv go out.. I surely bcum one.. dere r plenty to blog abt.. let mi c..

Friday.
Went out w holy kel bei! =) we went vivo!! It is so damn big!! Nth much to walk I guess.. actually.. q. a lot.. bt u spent lots of time walking too.. -.- had lunch @ banquet.. den aft dat went to earle’s swesens.. [y does da spelling looks weird?] for fondue!! =) den walk here walk dere.. only bot a missha nailpolish! Den aft dat.. din do much.. walk walk walk.. saw a clutch dat I lk.. most prob buyin dat.. bt I still nid to tink whether it is too formal or wat? Hmmm.. dunno.. din wan to tink @ all.. As over! Y do I still haf to tink? Den went to ps w kel.. had da xtra L chicken cullet! V. nice!!! =)

Oh.. bfore dat I went to amk to buy a pair of pumps.. v. cute pumps! =) mayb wearing it tmr? Hmmm.. c how… v. nice! I luv it.. wanted to wear it to vivo.. bt din.. coz it’s rainin!! Cats n dogs.. so jia lat.. so haf to gif it up..

Sat.
Woke up @ 12.. tho I slpt @ 12.. my body finally collapsed.. lalala! Woke up.. had lunch @ banquet w my family.. went to pop… din do much… den cum hm.. watch anime! Den zuo bo zuo bo… den watch tv again! Straight fr 7 to 2am.. =) den zzz..

2day!
I packed my stuffs.. it’s so empty.. feeling kinda sad.. coz it seems to b so empty.. dere’s nth liao.. mayb my life now is too.. v. empty… hollow. Hmmm.. so yupx.. wasn’t kinda happy…

Aniwae.. did everytin by myself.. guess dat’s mi.. tho now my shoulders hurt.. my back hurts too.. I jzu wan to do it myself.. hmmm.. nvm.. it doesn’t hurt much.. mayb coz I did some exercising in da aftnn… lolx…

Goin out tmr.. on tues most prob.. I haven reply mad.. lolx.. pai seh..

Lalala. Tata~

wasnt happy aft i logged out juz now. mayb due to comic lahx. spiral #14. i guess pple juz dun believe ani gd can get inside a comic. hello? comic = story bk. juz dat it is illustrations! -.- n coz da bk it's abt life n so. it makes mi tink lk siao. -.- saded.

i wont b sad abt din do ow many marks qns. etc. mayb while. bt for a while. bt sth juz kip cumin back.

so let mi rattle off pls.
1. if i can choose i will b da same as my sis luv bio etc.
2. if i can choose i will enter anderson sec coz u wan mi to b.
3. if i can choose i will join vball coz u wan mi to.
4. if i can choose i will get 6 for Os coz u wan mi to.
5. if i can choose i will take S papers bcoz my sis do.
6. if i can choose i will take triple sci too.
7. if i can choose i will go life sci too same as my sis.
8. if i can choose i will not read comics.
bt oso due to da problem i can choose. i wan to b different. tryin my best to b different. tryin to b sb great so u can b proud of mi. i noe u dun mind myself being hu i m now. bt den. i tink if i m dat way. i will b happier. will i?

so u noe wat happens to mi everytime i read spiral. kinda bo liao to make myself sad. bt den soon da last bk will cum out. so jiu suan le. lolx. it let mi reflect. alot. so mayb pple hu wan to grow up read dat bk. lolx. spiral. v. v. nice. anime is nt enough. mzu read da comics. wan mi to lend u? let mi consider. comics r too impt to mi. =P

bye.

ps: i tink i can understand her. ii. y?

took diz fr my fren.. a test on character..

the Questioner
you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX.
"I am affectionate and skeptical"
Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.

How to Get Along with Me
Be direct and clear.
Listen to me carefully.
Don't judge me for my anxiety.
Work things through with me.
Reassure me that everything is OK between us.
Laugh and make jokes with me.
Gently push me toward new experiences.
Try not to overreact to my overreacting.

What I Like About Being a Six
being committed and faithful to family and friends
being responsible and hardworking
being compassionate toward others
having intellect and wit
being a nonconformist
confronting danger bravely
being direct and assertive

What's Hard About Being a Six
the constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind
procrastinating because of fear of failure; having little confidence in myself
fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of
exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger
wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right
being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations

Sixes as Children Often
are friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn
are anxious and hypervigilant; anticipate danger
form a team of "us against them" with a best friend or parent
look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel
are neglected or abused, come from unpredictable or alcoholic families, and/or take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent

Sixes as Parents
are often loving, nurturing, and have a strong sense of duty
are sometimes reluctant to give their children independence
worry more than most that their children will get hurt

http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=6711512663497470889

bt under wikipeida.. i'm a loyalist.. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Six_(Enneagram)
sometimes have trouble saying no and setting boundaries

one more! to go! yeah! lolx.. i m so happy dat paper 3 is over.. gave mi so so so so much stress!!! imagine u study animal.. plant.. adaptation.. n conservation on sunday! one day only! horible rite? to squeeze everytin inside my brain.. -.- ke lian! lolx..

so so.. 2day paper is.. alrite! as in no conservation no plants in essay!! yippeee!!! gt locomotion [da one i did] n feeding.. both adaptation!! i so spoilt w choices.. =P ended up chosing loco due to da last part of both qns.. both r problems associate w either moement or gaseous xchange.. movement seems to b relatively easier to crap.. so i did dat.. =) my earthworm.. din really miss out anipt.. so shld b alrite.. haven look @ my beetle/locust.. =P

den aft dat.. da gals xcluding non-bio n holy.. coz holy went out w her mama gain.. =P we went to j8! went lib first.. borrowed 3heavy bks.. den went to eat kfc!! zinger burger!! den bot my comic@! spiral #14.. buyin da rest on thurs! wonder mel bot her anime anot? lolx..

oh.. saw da plan for my w850i.. [da model name is correct rite?] aniwae.. it costs $498! omg.. which means i will buy it only aft i start working! n mel is correct lahx.. new phones nxt yr.. so da price may drop.. =P hope so.. lalala.. i wan da white one!!! actually da lback one looks gd too.. =) n less ez to dirty? =P c how lahx.. unless money drop fr da sky i wont buy so early.. lalala..

i m happy! happy happy happy! =)

thurs will b da last day wearing sch u!!!!!! will miss ewaring it.. =( lalal.. muz take fotos n neoprints!! w/o holy again.. lolx.. shld take again on monday! so holy is inside!!! =)

bye everyone! enjoy 2day! i tnk we deserve it.. =)

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back.. coz saw san's entry.. n realise mi to edit my shoppiung list!!

shoppin list!
1. wallet
2. watch
3. hp
4. earphones
5. birkenstocks
6. digicam
7. heels [@ least one pair]
8. pumps [1 pair is enough]
9. flats [@ leat one pair]
10. clothes [a lot a lot a lot]
11. boots? [for prom!]
12. handbag! [for prom!]
13. earrings? [for prom!]
14. bag! [for uni.. lolx.. sitll long tho.]
15. comics!! half half..

i m back again. coz i m so sianed of reading notes. =P

read micro-org notes onli. -.- n some plants which i read ytd.. -.- slow huh? i muz jia you! reading animal ltr..

since i m here.. let mi recap a bit..

virus
characteristics.
1. inert particles in air. do not exhibit metabolism.
2. xtremely small 20nm to 300nm
3. obligate endoparasite. reproduce by invading host cells.
4. cannt b seen under light microscope. can be seen under electron-microscope
5. reproduce by lytic n lysogenic path ways.
reproduction.
hmm. dun rmb. lolx..
1.attached
2.penetration
3. replication
4. assembly
5. exit?
damn.. 4gt.. only rmb da T4 phage attached to da receptor site sth abt tail fibres.. contract of tail sheath thrusting a hollow core into da membraine.. injecting phage DNA into da bacteria. den ermx.. host cell dna hydrolysed. dendunno wat machinery etc.. producing phage parts? blioodly hell.. nvm..

bacteria.
1. blahb lahblahx.. lazy to type.. =P

tata. =)

off to study animal! phylum!

jia you! ownt b olnine tmr.. ohyahrx.. id sth juz now..

i tink it is way too complex.. wat u tink? =) give comments!!

hey! finally changed my blogskin!!! v. different fr da previous one! lolx.. will b changin diz soon.. lolx.. diz is juz temporarily.. tsubasa Reservoir of Chronicles! nice anime!!! lolx.. replaced zui you ji.. lalala... okiex.. gtg! bio bio bio! biodiversity! i m a biologist! -.-

lalala.

jia you!! =)

i m back bt i din sign in msn.. lolx.. doesnt make a diff aniwae... i guess wanted to haf sometime on my own? hmmm.. nahx.. juz lazy to sign in.. esp wen i kip connecting den nt den connect den nt.. it will drive mi crazy.. summore i m listenin to songs.. meaning my com can shut down anitime it wans.. -.- really nid to fix it soon.. or else how can i watch youtube? =P

actually da main purpose is coz i 不死心.. i wan to change my blogskin! bt blogskins juz drive mi crazy.. ahhhhhhhhhhh! cant it juz load? stop sayin dey r havin database issues.. -.- loggin off soon i guess.. givin up liaox.. =P will try tmr mornin! =) shld b ok dat time.. =)

i dun nid all attention.. i juz nid some concern.. u juz dun get it.

oh yarhx.. new songs in my mp3..
1。梁山伯与朱丽叶 [卓文萱与曹格]
2。一眼万年 [旧歌] [SHE]
3。 盛夏光年 [阿信]
nice songs!! =) lalala.

i feel lk buyin a formal jacket.. for wat? no idea.. lolx..

shoppin list!
1. wallet
2. watch
3. hp
4. earphones
5. birkenstocks
6. digicam
7. heels [@ least one pair]
8. pumps [1 pair is enough]
9. flats [@ leat one pair]
10. clothes [a lot a lot a lot]
11. boots? [for prom!]
12. handbag! [for prom!]
13. earrings? [for prom!]
14. bag! [for uni.. lolx.. sitll long tho.]

dat's all for now.. =P list is nv exhaustive.. lolx..

oh.. it's mrf bday tmr! =) happy birthday! lolx.. oh.. n jolynn too.. bt i dun tink she reads it.. bt aniwae.. happy birthday! miss ya!

cant wait for As to b over. nahx. actually dun mind still taking As. =P

chem chem chem. i m so stupid. kana tricked by cambridge. haix. more wrong to cum. -.- i will b super paranoid for bio mcqs. i dun care. i wan to b happy on da last day of As. tryin to b.

hmmm. my As is lk snitch. snitch as in da harry potter dat gold gold ball w wings.

so my A for chem is lk dat.. tryin my best to catch da flyin super fast da ball.. -.- how to catch? n i m nt harry potter.. mayb ermx.. anione else lahx.. to my sis mayb gettin an A is standing 1cm away fr da goal post w/o a goal keeper... -.- she is dat li hai.. lolx.. bt i m tryin to catch dat stupid ball.. -.- will i catch it? i hope so.. if i haf a gd broom maybi can.. =P

my sis ask mi a chim qn.. in da world.. dere is more baddies or goodies? hmmm.. i tnk half half.. elmo tink so too.. my da jie tink more goodies.. i tink my er jie still dunno.. lolx.. so wat's ur choice? more baddies or goodies? if muz choose., i will choose more goodies.. i m optimistic... as in i tink baddies dat r really dat bad nt many.. bt goodies i tink alot.. lolx.. =P i tink everyone is bad n gd @ d asame time.. -.- gettin confused.

tings to buy list is piling.. bt da first ting i muz buy is earphones! n wallet! n prom stuffs!! =)

ii ii ii.. -.-

last 2 days to wear sch u.. to go sch.. to take 133/136 to sch.. to take 22/24/135/853 hm.. haix..

rejoice As is over or sad dat sch is over? no more uniform.. no more mornin assembly.. sad..

it's kidna strange it's juz 2yrs n da feelings developed so fast.. mayb coz we spent v. long hrs in sch? esp j1 wen our lessons can last till 5? hmmm.. bye bye to nanyang.. lolx.. will c u soon.. =) i hope i dun nid to cry (again) in sch.. lolx.. bless mi.. =P

i wan buy my comics!! yup.. my spiral is out agian! omg.. =) n 2 dear boys.. n da yuugi fushigi.. hmm.. wrong spelling.. nvm.. dat bk cum out v. long le i haven buy.. =P buy le still mzu wait v. long.. lolx.. buy ltr den.. dear boys! =) muz reread liaox.. too long nv touch dat le.. spiral! tho i noe da ending le.. bt still v. xcited!! omg omg omg.. =P

lallaa. n so mani movies to watch!! cant wait for Deathnote 2.. den Eragon! surely v. nice de... fantasy trilogy!! den ermx.. summore.. bt i dun rmb.. =P

oh.. congrats to those As over le! jiay ou to those hu left some more! =)

tata. dat's it for now. i tink. =P

i nid to lose weight.

had dream again. lolx.. aftnn nap i guess.. or i shld call it mornin nap.

#1. i tink i m da same even in da dream. obviously wanted to bt kip sayin no. -.- n i still cldnt find wat i wan to find. n wat it is? i dun rmb le. i tink is my bro? lolx.. dun rmb.. bt glad dere r pple w mi searchin.. =)

#2. my family is goin to zoo.. so actually everyone is very happy! den we were sittin down.. mayb resting.. den a squirrel lk creature hop onto my dad.. lolx.. den we r lk "so cute!" bt den it kip pullin my dad's beard [since wen my dad haf beard?] bt aniwae.. so to save my dad.. i offer dat creature my arm.. so it cling onto it lk mad.. den it juz refuse to let go! den i was runnin.. den finally shake it off! bt it dropped into a nest of da creatures.. it looks lk it is goin to suffocate to deat.. coz it's a lot of dem inside! v. disgusting! so i offered my hand again.. i m so stupid! oh.. n along da way.. i broke my pencil.. -.- mayb i was doin my chem juz now.. soaw da chem cum into da pic.. lolx..

oh.. another dream.. dat one was ytd nap de.. aft meetin kisa.. dreamt of meeiting hana.. =)

lalalla. i m so stressed. nt dat i can fele da ipmact.. bt i juz nv find myself doin enough.. nv tink myself i doin enough. wat i s enough? doin 10qns is enough? doin 100qns is enough? wants r unlimited.. so i guess dere is nv enough! -.- half filled or half empty?

wat does da future lies for mi? hmm.. diz sentence sounds wrong.. bt den.. wateva.. =P

i wan to change my blogskin!!

i will log off @ 7pm. wasnt supposed to b here aniwae.

econs sux. i will definitely fail econs. -.- nt surprised if i get O or even F? lolx.. my case study is gone.. den i doubt i can pass my mcqs.. it is diz bad.. -.-

习惯，不是喜欢。dere's a difference.

stereotypin.

ii = -1.. -.- okiex.. ii means irritating idiots. lolx.. ii ii ii ii ii ii looks lk candles! -.- hmm.. now it reminds mi dat sb bday is cumin.. hmmm.. muz go check calendar..

hmmm.. i lk diz phone!

sony ericsson w900i~! nt new rite? =P bt horx.. y do i nid a walkman phone? hmmm.. i lk da white one tho! v. nice! bt it's slide.. lolx.. mayb i shld stick w my
z610i? hmmm.. nahx.. i dun tink so.. lolx..

n i realise dat isnt da phone i saw initially!! -.-

w850i! it looks alike rite? =P


149 new HIV, Aids cases reported in first half of 2006 haix... dat's a lot.. hmmm.. bt muz provide help for dem! dey so ke lian! -.-

cant wait As to b over.. bt i wont b v. happy i guess.. lolx.. feel so lost. -.- jia you!

tata`` oh.. congrats to those hu ended deir As!! =)

oh.. pics taken fr www.sonyericsson.com =)

wanted to change blogskin.. c here c dere. give up le. will haf to live w it until i make my own.. lolx.. lose my skills liao.. -.- lalala. will b using com for v. frequently aft As. nid to do so mani tings. =)

my mood is gettin horrifyin. lolx.. kinda down coz of da shows i watch.. -.-

din study @ all. okiex. did mcqs. fr unit 1 to unit 10? half of it was juz reading da ans n say "hmmm.. correct.." lolx.. so din do much. bt mayb it helps? den for chem. din do anitin. -.- i m so so so so so dead. n holy act did 10papers 2!! lolx. i tink i flip thru 10paper2? lolx.. din bother to re-do. hmmm. so dead. so dead. so dead.

i can imagine myself cryin due to lousy results nxt yr march. damn.

tata. i will still try to work harder. =) tata`

jia you everyone!!

1. had a tok w my siss abt future. lolx.. uni life. hmmm. where shld i go? my sis sae muz tink liao.. no time. den she sae anihow study lahx. hu cares wat's ur degree. -.- den 4gt hu sae juz dun regret can liaox. den yada yada yada. tell u all details nxt time? hmmm. nahx. din really rmb.. =P

2. L in deathnote looks so much yandao-er in present! lolx.. as in nt in da movie. lolx.. i prefer da real him? lolx..

3. online now coz i wan to use com for .5hr only.. so cum online on 3.30 n hafta log off @ 4 coz my carton starts @ 4.. endin soon!! =) bt kinda sad ending. sob sob.

4. cant wait for xmas sales!! omg omg.. pple muz shop w mi!! =) priorities r wallet n headphone n prom stuffs!! =) cant wait to buy a new wallet!! say bye bye to b.u.m. n hello to piere cardin!! =)

lalala.

happy studyin! =)

不知道为什么要叫这entry简单。不知道。

妈妈今天说“妹妹，好了。可以去吃了。”我就说，“我几时不好？”然后她就说， “哪里好？你都不开心。”然后我就回答说“考试怎么开心？”

As对我的影响很大。可能是算数paper 1吧。总觉得，自己好烂。这样的自己怎么能出人头地？怎么能成为一个我自己会骄傲的人。怎么呢？好烂，心情怎么会好？

所以呢，都有想哭的冲动。看到《宫》的广告都想哭。“为了信君而哭，为了信君而心痛……他的手握能我多久？”好难过。虽然只是一部戏，却还是感到很心痛。忍着泪水，我能撑多久？还有，今晚要播的《回家》。今晚我会看，会哭的要死吧。

奶奶，以前每个星期天会看到她。可是，因为我们语言上不能沟通的问题，所以不怎么说话。小时不懂事。不知道要尝试沟通。现在，想要也没了。走了。几个月就会会去看他。和公公。十二月我也会回去。我希望我会。我要。

我忘了要说什么。

一二三四五六七八九十。

看了《宫》，看他们忙着final year project，好感慨哟。好想这样喔。我的大学生涯呢？到底是要做什么呢？要忙着type report吗？还是要做些自己真的会爱的？我的热忱到底在哪里？你的呢？我的未来到底会怎么样？

我是个悲观者。我是吗？

问个问题：
如果有四样东西，价值一样。你会要哪一个？
1。镜子
2。眉刷
3。腮红(sth lk blush)
4。梳子

答案等一下在公布。

对了。我会开另一个blog。华文的吧。有些事情，一直想做，却还没做。考完As，不再是学生，我会去做。我的职业就不是学生。这句话听的好奇怪。不是学生。我真的老了。

在家里，偶尔会觉得自己格格不入。就好像奈叶。希望最后能跟她一样，最后很快乐，知道自己的路要怎么走。


[taken fr http://www.nanoha.com ]

好了。答案。
这个测试是看你多么会吃醋：
1。 90%
2。40% 会让人觉得很可爱的吃醋。
3。 10% 你觉得吃醋是件那很无聊的事。
4。 70% 不会把吃醋的是说出来。所以只要翻倒醋坛子，就一发不可收拾。

我选择梳子。满准的。

可能是因为读了spiral吧。那个永远会让我深思的漫画。我知道结局了。不小心看到了。可是，也就算了。要有希望。一定要有。不然就一直在黑暗中度过。我才不要。

对了。我的心痛了一下吗？我疯了。

好想去海边走走。好想去骑脚踏车。等靠完As吧。离开了南洋，有多少人会想我？有多少人约我出去？不是因为顺便，而是为了想跟我在一起而约我。想问我最近怎么样，想看看我。会有几个人？你会想我吗？听蓓蓓说过，一定要保持联络。我是个需要认可定的人。没被肯定，总觉得自己活得没意思。

我会去自杀吗？不要担心。我不会。想做的事太多了。没做完我是不会死的。要是做到了，我也不想死。所以不会死。别担心。

好低落。我真是个笨蛋。

好了，不要再complain了。我要去读书了。

对了，econs.我以后如果读business的话，一定会再度碰到econs。我要怎么办？根本不想再读econs了。宁愿读maths。所以，想要读business的决心在动摇。让我觉得很不安。没有目标，就好像一艘迷路的船，没有了lighthouse。怎么办？

迷茫。

caterpillar! cute cute cute! chocolate rice de! da one w/o chocolate rice looks nicer! =)

lalala. cute cute cute. =)

oh. i teared 2dae. lolx. coz dere is no food for mi. as in nt da food i want to eat. so i gt nth to eat. i teared. i guess i still haven grow up. =P lalala. still a kid.

baaaaaaaaaaaaa.

tata. again. =)

我被电到。真的被电到的电到。凌晨一点多，我冲完凉出来，拿起刚刚充好电的手机，卧在床上，决定要回复kelly。结果，为什么右手麻麻的？心里想，“我的身体真的弱了，在一下下手就麻痹了。” 我没当一回事，继续回复。回复到一半，赫然发现，是点！我的手被电到了！好麻，麻麻麻。现在手还在麻。还好考算数时，我因为另一个不舒服而没什么注意，可是现在，好麻！怎么办？

lalala.

maths over. i miss maths. my fav sub. my maths. sob sob. shld i take maths?

wateva. go le. tata. *waves*

did a family survey juz now.. coz da person cum knock on da door.. while i m tryin to slp.. -.- for few min... so yupx.. i m totally awake up so i may cum online awhile den go eat my bread den go sch for xams! -.-

aniwae.. wat does family income means? as in yup my sis work.. bt she nv gif da family money wat.. does dat include it? n family income of 1500 sounds ridiculous to him itink.. lolx.. wat's wrong w dat? i lived w 600 bfore.. wat's wrong w 1500? n i realise i gave wrong info for my mama's.. it's below 1000.. lolx.. wateva.. da whole survey i haf been givin nt so correct stuffs aniwae.. lalala.

As. As. As. how weird it is to call As wen u can hardly get As? xcept for my sis mayb.. lolx..

lalala. i cant wait As to over. i wan to draw draw draw. =)

tata. most prob cya ltr~

her msn icons really v. cute!







taken fr [http://www.wretch.cc/blog/cwwany] =)

v. v. cute!

my cousin gettin married on 9 Dec.. wedding dinner i mean! lolx.. make mi feel lk gettin married.. -.- lolx.. n da ting is.. i dun haf a dui xiang.. dat's worse.. make mi feel lk i m so despo? lolx.. i rather wait for a gd guy.. =P

tata.

i haf bcum stupid. wrong.. make it i m stupidier.. -.- damn.

+88jmol-1K-1.. how can i miss out K-1?
my B Cl dat qn is totally gone! okiex.. mayb dat's 3 marks? bt i cannt afford to make mistakes! my A for chem is floatin away.. float float float.. ahhhh.. icant swim! how to get it back? *sobs*

i hate to hate myself. lolx.. feel so dumb.. =(

Aura Lee. v. nice song!
When the blackbird in the spring
On the willow tree
Sat and rocked, I heard him sing
Singing Aura Lee.
Aura Lee, Aura Lee
Maid of golden hair
Sunshine came along with thee
And swallows in the air.

In thy blush the rose was born
Music when you spake
Through thine azure eye the morn
Sparkling seemed to break.
Aura Lee, Aura Lee
Bird of crimson wing
Never song have sung to me
In that sweet spring.

Aura Lee! The bird may flee
The willows golden hair
Swing through winter fitfully
On the stormy air.
Yet if thy blue eyes I see
Gloom will soon depart
For to me, sweet Aura Lee
Is sunshine through the heart.

When the mistletoe was green
Midst the winter's snows
Sunshine in thy face was seen
Kissing lips of rose.
Aura Lee, Aura Lee
Take my golden ring
Love and light return with thee
And swallows with the spring.
[taken fr http://www.37thtexas.org/html/Lyraura.html]

dey alwaes nv fail to bring happiness to mi. tho dey nv noe it. thank u so much. =)

stats stats stats. pls let mi score well in stats. damn.

i m so pissed abt myself making careless mistakes.. everytime i made one.. i alwaes tink "@ least i learn now.. den i wont make ani mistake in As.." bt wat da hell?! i act made mistakes in As.. damn. supposed nt to b.. i din do 1 whole qn.. dat's fine w mi.. bt den.. careless? -.-

for bio.. i itnk i haf kidney failure alr.. duno choose dat qn for awt.. damn... dan SQs do dun feel anitin.. lolx.. lk i din noe it's correct or nt..

my dad fixed da toilet! tho till now i stil dunno if he's da one hu spoilt it.. bt my dad is so great!

i was tinkin no wonder my criteria is so high.. coz..
1. my dad is tanned n fit!
2. he cooks.. tho he cook fried rice n egg only.. bt my mama sux @ dat..
3. he fixes tings! light bulb toilet cupboard.. bt he cant fix my light..
4. he is nt afraid of insects! lolx.. he is da only one hu can help mi get rid of insects..
5. he is yandao! i saw his pic wen he was young.. so shuai! now he so cute! lolx..
6. he bot food for da poor soul studyin for As..
7. he do hsework! coz he's nt workin now..

so gd rite? lolx.. i gt such a great dad.. lolx.. too bad he's nt v. tall.. din hit 170 i tink.. hmmm.. nvm.. lolx.. =)

chemistry! din study ani chem for so so so so long!

tata. =)

da cat looks so cute! lolx..

hmmm.. saw diz while surfing on full metal alchemist.. v. v. interested wen it is ending.. so 6wks more! -.- den i get my freedom on sat.. hope nth nice cums up.. lolx.. or else i cldnt go out on sat!! lolx.. so i haf to endure 6more wks of wkends nt goin out.... omg..

read da spoilers too.. lolx.. omg.. cant believe it is goin to end diz way.. i noe it's super hard to get a gd ending.. bt diz is so nt gd.. lolx..

aniwae.. da web is http://www.fullmetal-alchemist.com

n i hate transformation.. damn.. pls gif mi ez or none transformation for maths tmr! -.-

tata. my bio!

wanted to blog bt no time. gtg soon. nid to read some tys den go slp.. zzz.

juz use com to check maths p1.. dunno wat da hell i m doin.. lolx..

okiex.. had a dream ytd.. or actually 2day morning...

so here r da interpretations..

Seeing a hamster in your dream, represents underdeveloped emotions. You are distancing yourself from others so that you won't end up getting hurt. It may also indicate that issues of sexuality are trivial to you. You are able to separate sex and love

Apples are symbol of fertility, growth, love and prosperity. Eating an apple means you are enjoying life and will be tasting the fruit of success, in your love life or even at your workplace. There is also the biblical reference, Adam eating the apple, which deals with the sexual dimension: forbidden love, repressed desires, sweet temptations.

Seeing or wearing a watch in your dream, suggests that you need to be more carefree and spontaneous. You are feeling limited and constrained. Seeing a broken watch in your dream indicates that you are unsure of your own feelings or how to express yourself. You are experiencing an emotional standstill.

Seeing a staircase in your dream, symbolizes change and transformation.

Seeing a tunnel in your dream, represents the vagina, womb, and birth. Thus it may refer to a need for security and nurturance. Dreaming that you are going through a tunnel, suggests that you are exploring aspects of your unconscious. You are opening yourself to a brand new awareness. Alternatively, it indicates your limited perspective. Seeing the light at the end of a tunnel, symbolizes hope.

Seeing a train in your dream, represents conformity and go along with what everyone else is doing. You have the need to do things in an orderly and sequential manner. In particular, if you see a freight train, then it refers to the burdens and problems that you are hauling around. Dreaming that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. Alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end. Seeing or dreaming that you are in a train wreck, suggests chaos. The path to goals are not going according to the way you planned it out. Or you may be lacking self-confidence and having doubt in your ability to reach your goals. Dreaming that you are the engineer means that you are in complete control of a particular situation in your waking life. Dreaming that you miss a train indicates missed opportunities or nearly escaping your death.

Dreaming that you are lost, suggests that you have lost your direction in life or that you have lost sight of your goals. You may be feeling worried and insecure about the path you are taking in life. Alternatively, you may be trying to adjust and get accustomed to a new situation in which the rules and conditions are ever changing. Dreaming that someone else is lost, represents unresolved issues or feelings regarding the person that is lost. Consider also what aspect of that person you may have lost within your own self. Perhaps you need to recapture and re-acknowledge those aspects.

taken fr http://www.hyperdictionary.com

well.. da words in bold r da key stuffs.. so here's a v. short version of da story..

i took a train.. as i m entering da train.. him n his frenz r entering too.. so we both alighted @ da same stop.. [i din noe..] so i walk walk walk.. walk until i feel v. lost.. den i suddenly saw elmo w meh meh n dat elmo act sae selamat hari raya to mi! -.- den bfore ican ask her how to go XX dey walk away le.. so i decided to walk wat i rmb [bt i usually walk undergrd..] so n yupx.. i walked past dem again.. so he came n gif mi an apple.. [ i act was tinkin wat da hell he gif mi apple for i dun eat apple..] so i accepted it n he's happy.. den zoom.. we r lookin @ hamsters.. he asked mi how much is one.. so i sae it's v. cheap.. bt wat we haf to afford is more.. our care love concern etc... den da seller came.. w his daughteR? den a hamster da gal holding is dyin in dunno how mani sec or min ltr.. so den i woke up...

diz is 2nd dream.. had another one bfore dat..

i was sittin down.. w myfamily? i dun rmb.. den i realise dere is a montster appearing fr underground..

another dream..

we r hiding.. runni up staircases n such.. so dey decided to run out of it.. pickin da correc ttime.. kunda ran out.. [i actually dreamt of energy..] den suddenly da person in front of mi is a baddie n throwing mi out [i act saved da gal beside mi..] so i dragged him w mi too.. den change scene again.. i was finding w a gal.. bt dat gal is nt match to mi.. oh i rmb.. i m wounded while protecting another person again.. -.- some needles or wat de.. den so we fight fight fight.. i rmb seeing a necklace? du nrmb le.. coz my mind is filled w da first dream i typed.. coz hu's da guy? lolx.. it's kinda weird to dream n dunno da face of it.. as in i did c his face.. a lil bit ere n dere.. bt den..hu is he? lolx.. weird weird weird..

kk.. gtg. =)

jia you!

i swear i haf reasons to cum online.

1. to c all da v. cute animals pics! esp my da welsh corgi.. so cute! aniwae.. here's da link: http://cuteoverload.com

2. to read da blog entry by da RJC gal

i m slow.. inoe.. bt i guess.. surely dere r pple hu r slower dan mi.. =P

lallaa.

i gt my prom nite dress!! =) green green green! iu find it abit long still.. lolx.. so mayb i will alter it myself ltr dan.. aft As.. =) i gt 1+wk mahx.. n to shop for my heels/boots.. n my bag.. n accessories.. =)

okiex.. i nid go pia my chem le.. goin tai ji guan mo hui ltr..

tata. =)

aft slpin thrice with each nap of half an hr... n nearly fell aslp or mayb fell aslp for few min for @ lesat 2 times.. i gave up studyin.. lolx.. bt i finish my j2 bio core.. left j1 de.. for ltr.. hmmm.. no time! i still nid to study tys.. o.. n my tut n tests.. ooops.. die.. 2day dun nid slp le.. anibody @ nite bored can sms mi.. lolx...

n i cooked lunch for myself! burger! idea cums fr Ramily burger.. =)


den i m addicted to takin pics.. lolx.. since my sis returnin her da cam soon.. aft i took da pic of my prom dress.. lalala. =)

so another pic..

cute boxes! da round one is mine.. da other is mine sis.. diz is wat i bot for momiji.. lalala. my panda is so cute!!


my fav heels! loklx.. i only gt 2 pairs! i luv diz~ higher.. satin.. so comfortable!!

den some pics i took bfore..

diz is my messy cupboard! lolx.. so mani files!


my fav drink n choc! lolx.. orange juice n toblerone!

oh yarhx.. since we r tokin abt prom nite.. lolx.. show u some pics of my 2004 prom nite..




my fotos r loading so slow.. lolx.. nvm.. ishld continue typin..

bt i 4gt wan i wanted to say.. ahhhhh... hmmm..aniwae.. i guess im stillda same.. i nv changed... hmmm.. bt i guess.. i can tolerate now.. i muz change my focus to sth else lahx! -.-

oh.. i rmb.. we r da strawberry clan.. lolx.. i din noe it starts fr 1980 onwars.. thot it is for 1990 onwards.. lalala... r u strawberry> m i strawberry? lolx.. anitin lahx.. dun really mind.. i can live happily can le... lolx.. =P

dat's all.. tata!

人的脑真的很奇怪，总是会想一些不可能发生的事。发生的几率是近零。是我的问题吗？家人每次都说我发白日梦。从很小到现在都会一个人，静静的自己幻想着。以前不会做任何事，就躺在床上发白日梦。现在，知道妈妈不喜欢，现在的我就假装做功课，发发呆。思考是好的。可是如果思考只会带来更多烦恼，我宁可不想。

不在意。
不在乎。
这代表不关心了吗？

大姐问我一个问题“你说你进大学会有男朋友吗？”我无法回答她。你呢？你说会吗？

好想好好地说话。好想好久没有好好地说了。

越来越不理解。语言带刺。好痛。到底怎么了？

不说了。睡觉！=) 明天要早起。

晚安！

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HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO CAIQI!
may ur bday wishes cum true! jia you!
stay happy alwaes!
love u!

oh yarhx.. v. pai seh to huijia coz i din bot her da box.. lolx.. bot da box for momiji only.. heex.. so sry! lalala. =P

i noe i noe.. i sae i wont cum back unnecessarily.. bt i juz dun haf da mood to do some work now n i cant slp tho i v. tired coz i juz ate.. i nid to lose some weights rmb? oh yarhx.. muz start doin sit ups.. muz jia you! lose weight.. =)

gp is over! finished! finished in both sense.. lolx..

paper 1: hmmm.. i seriously dunno if i m writing out of pt.. n i wrote 4pts only.. -.- cldnt haf time to write da 5th one coz i was determined to write a gd conclusion.. so gave up one pt... hmmm.. shld b alrite horx?

paper 2: dat is so dead.. short qns r relatively okiex.. bt i m far fr confident abt my paraphrasing.. dunno wat summary n AQ is askin.. juz crap wat i tink is relevant.. wat if it isnt?

baaaa. wateva. lolx.. wasnt worryin aniwae..

saw holy's prom stuffs.. make mi tink for my prom again.. lolx.. da dress is alr ready.. bt i will collect it on sat coz dat's da time both my sis r free.. coz dey wan to c it.. so may as well as go 2gether.. =) den for my heels.. hmm.. tinkin of wearin da one i bot fr URS.. bt da color dun really matches.. so mayb will buy another pair.. 反正 i will wear it.. so it's ok.. =) den for handbag.. hmmm.. mayb fr accessories or wat da correct spellin? da one @ j8.. someting dat is nt so so so formal.. or mayb go four seasons buy.. saw one $10 only! =) too bad i din wear pink.. i luv my sis pink color clutch~ it looks so so so so so so so elegant~! i shld haf bot pink! bt green still nicer! lolx.. lalala.

i shld go tan aft As.. apple green w tanned skin look nicer i itnk.. =) lalala. anibody wan join mi? lolx..

prom prom prom.. *smack my head* i shld tink more abt As!

As As As..

lolx.. guess awt i m doin? lookin @ prom dresses online.. coz kel was telling mi she go online n search for prom dresses.. so now i m so bored dat i look @ prom dresses..=P

i shld haf wear 旗袍.. wanted to wear sometin eastern.. bt dat time i 4gt all abt it.. ahhhhhhhhh.. nvm.. shld buy one to wear for new yr!! =) nobody can stop mi! lolx.. bt trad 旗袍 btw.. juz gt da sense of east n da silk material i guess.. ahh.. looks so nice to wear for prom! tho sg sells da surely v. ex.. lolx.. so i shld b happy w my prom dress.. =)

i m.. lolx.. it's green! omg.. it's halter.. nt dat i really wan halter.. bt i guess i look nicer w halter dan spaghett or tube.. =P lalala.

i go blog another blog le..

tata`` =) jia you for As!!!

22hrs to As!! -.- so so so scary.. lolx.. aniwae... wont b onlinin unless i m checkin ans or printing stuffs.. or else.. i wont b here.. coz it's As.. nt prelims.. nt midyr.. nt block test... n i haf been slackin till now..

so bye bye till da nxt time i c u~

*waves*

PS: i hope maths paper standard is @ NO4 de.. lalala.